One Night In Randwick

i was walking on the quiet streets of randwick last night...
the air was chilly...with just a t-shirt, i looked silly

i saw in a corner, a guy sobbing...
perhaps of broken heart or of shattered dreams...
he was really hurt it seems..

in another corner, a guy angry...
he was furious at everything and cursed it all in his breath...
but in his eyes i saw that he was only mad at himself..

further up on belmore, a mad-man sings...
his tunes so heartfelt, of happiness and sadness...
my guess is he doesn't even know what feelings are coz his head, a mess...

a guy walked pass me, his steps quick - his eyes serious...
he looked determined, he knows what he wants...
he obviously thinks that to be wrong, he can't...

suddenly i heard tears of a girl...
i stopped and searched but i see no one...
the weeping is loud and it feels so near...
yet around me i still see no one...

indeed, the streets of randwick was quiet and deserted...
it was eerie...
i can't help but realize that those people were all me...
yet, the girl i can't see...

To my DEAREST housemates...

To any of my housemates who download like shit, either being ignorant of the fact that internet in friggin AUSTRALIA has limits....or you are damn stupid hence recklessly download your korean/chinese series/porn/movies...

YOU MORON! IDIOT! MORONIC IDIOT! IDIOTIC MORON!
It's just 19 days into the month and we are already over the limit?????
KNNBCCB to ALL OF YOU!
I HOPE YOUR COMPUTERS' HARD DRIVES OVERHEAT AND BURN IN HELL, EVERY BIT (as in, 8 bit = 1 byte) OF 'EM!

WTHeck AM I GONNA DO WITH A DIAL UP CONNECTION FOR THE REST OF THE MONTH??

why am i so pissed off??????

it's not the first time ok, it's now the THIRD CONSECUTIVE month....YOU GUYS DONT UNDERSTAND WARNINGS WRITTEN IN CHINESE IS IT? EVEN I CAN FRIGGIN READ THEM OK! NIASENG!

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i hope you enjoy your porn for the rest of the month....while everytime i keep on cursing each and every one of you every second i wait for a website to desperately load...


peace out

ALL IN ~!

haha! those who know the story, you can guess already...but for those who dont...

i have been hired as the MANAGER OF MANCHESTER UNITED in one of simulated english premier leagues in the realm of online football manager~!

i am living my dream...although in a dream world....but...heh...how many out there could live such wild fantasies even in their dreams?? =D and now..the only logical next step is to win the league...i did it last season using newcastle united (with the help of some superb performance of other teams)...why not with Man U?

anyway... (ya...i know ppl get sick of hearing about OFM) ...

the month of ramadhan has arrived and its the 4th time i am going through the fasting month overseas...so far it's been great...berbuka with some of my best mates around sydney...yes, the crowd is different every year but Allah has blessed me with so many good friends throughout the years. from breaking my fast pretty much by myself watching simpsons during my 1st year, He showed me true friends whom i shared my ramadhans with since then...

yesterday was the day me and a few other mates decided to go 'all in'...check this out...me, faisal, zek, hawa, and dewi - we went for badminton in unsw at 8am, followed by squash at 9am...we finished at 10am...and while everyone was tired (considering we all were fasting), happiness was hugely evident...with hawa repeatedly saying 'happy..happy..' in such cheery mood all the way back to barkers, and us all planning for more of such sporty outings...you know its worth it...

as for me...it was just what i needed...thank you faisal for instilling that 'all in' spirit when we all had doubts about playing sports IN THE MORNING on a fasting day...man, the night before i slept at around 1.30am, woke up at 330am for sahur...can't sleep at all till it was time to go play...can't sleep even after coming back and showered...

my head was indeed in ting tong mode...but when i got phone calls from aizat n buk inviting me to join them for basketball at 3pm..maaaaaaaaannnn...how can i resist??????

ting tong or not...i dragged myself to join them all...and it was great...haven't played basketball for AGES and it felt good to be finally shooting, running, grabbing rebounds...of course...the thirst and fatigue was just like crazy...but hey...worth it man...

breaked my fast together with faisal in the car to a 1.5L mineral water....hahaha...felt so good...then later was at a bbq birthday dinner for galven and shim at macquarie with faisal...good food of course...at the end of the day, i was so tired and pretty much was like a zombie when we finally reached faisal's house at near 12midnite...

that is all from me for now...i really look forward to a happy ramadhan and syawal that follows...i want to be happy....but don't we all? =)


Sunny
Manager
Manchester United in OFM......HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....

Anas and The Producers

Ni la performance kitorang masa MFest 2007, Sydney, Australia.

ANAS and THE PRODUCERS!

starring:

Anas as Anas

Faisal, Sunny and Zek as The Producers

Most of our practices were after midnight, sebab sumanye sibuk2 belaka...and kononnye to keep the project secret =P kononnya la...last2, kantol gak...

dahla sibuk keje2 mfest yg lain...sorang tu superstar, 3 orang lain EP kot...budak2 gila ni nak gak perform...takpe...GLORY WEH!!! wakakakaka....random shit....

Ni video rehearsal day, when the secret was officially no longer a secret:

Personally, I was friggin happy with our performance...and the really random advertisement for 100plus (no, we weren't paid)....altho, im pretty sure deep down inside we all know we were juz ok la...ahhhh...tak kira! hahahahaha....

Thanks Faisal for having this great idea, and Zek and Anas to willingly join in

p/s: terima kasih gadis2 bunga :p and tq bnyk2 idayani for putting this video up!

who am i kidding?

today (technically yesterday, saturday, all the way to the wee hours of sunday) was a good day and a not so good day at the same time...

in this one day ive managed to experience so much emotions...and they are: happy, sad, excited, down, curious, upbeat, dissapointed, relief, lonely, stress, bored, thrilled, no-feeling, doubts, and much much more...

mgm itself was great...but... (disclaimer, this 'but' has nothing to do with the event at all) well, only zek n faisal now knows why the but...feel free to ask if you wanna know (or care to know)...you might make my day...

to a certain extent, today has seriusly brought up these thoughts in my head...

a) sometimes i feel totally useless...i feel like crap...like what's the point? who am i? it really sucks to feel that way...this whole feeling sucks in the first place, its kinda childish, it might not be warranted....and the worst part is...while i know how exactly to console a person in this situation...i cant do it for myself...i need someone to help me...but...well...ask me if you are interested to fill this void...(sincerity and understanding is most needed...i dont need a smart-ass debate, i already did that between me and me...)

b) i am kidding myself more and more each day...its a make believe land ive been living in lately, and i think the only fool is me myself...i shall try to stop pretending and realize the facts here...avoiding needlessly hurting myself and others...giving unnecessary pressure to myself with expectations that are seriusly unrealistic...in short: a certain something changed, i adjust, my expectations adjust, and as a result, reality hurts even more...

ah well..

p/s : bravo mgm peepz! this mgm will be remembered always....you all did well...salute~!

Online Football Manager 1 - Critics 0.5

Check out this post from Men's Health:
(yes...i read them...)

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Be with You in a Sec, Boss ...

... soon as I check Randy Moss's hamstring.

Looks like management is onto us. Some brown-nosing geek with nothing better to do conducted a study that found that fantasy football costs companies nationwide between $275 million and $435 million a week because guys (and some cool girls) spend so much time at work researching their teams.

That adds up, over a 17-week season.

Love this quote from the outfit that did the study:
"There are some people who probably wait until the workday is over to strategize, make trades and manage their teams, but many are probably doing at least some of their team tasks from the office."

Ya think?

But wait—maybe the people who did the study aren't such killjoys. The researchers went onto say that cracking down on this activity could result in bigger problems.

"The potential damage to morale and loyalty resulting from a fantasy football ban could be far worse than the loss of productivity caused by 10 to 20 minutes of online team management."

Yeah!

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Sunny says....

BOOYAHHHH! ONLINE FOOTBALL MANAGER ROCKS!

Have a go at www.onlinefootballmanager.co.uk

p/s- any 'cool' girls wanna join? i can teach you how to play =P