OK..FINE!!!!!

haha...don't get me wrong...i'm not mad or angry or whatever...im just fed up with this song that's stuck in my head...

yes...i like the song very much...but i've been humming to it since...err...last week i guess...

and its not like a new song or what...in fact, its AGES old...its actually a song from the movie Top Gun...you know, from the scene when Tom Cruise pics up that lady in the bar...remember?

anywa...

thank you to Azan, whom a few days ago opened up a topic about how we must watch some old school movies...which reminded me of Top Gun, which triggered me to dwld all the top gun songs...one of which i am hooked on to now...

dan kini untuk menghentikan lagu ini daripada dimainkan di kepala senantiasa...amik ni lirik lagunya!!!!!


Tittle: You've Lost That Loving Feeling
Artist: Righteous Brothers

You never close your eyes anymore when I kiss your lips.
And there's no tenderness like before in your fingertips.
You're trying hard not to show it, (baby).
But baby, baby I know it...

You've lost that lovin' feeling,Whoa, that lovin' feeling,
You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Now it's gone...gone...gone...wooooooh.

Now there's no welcome look in your eyes when I reach for you.
And now your're starting to critisize little things I do.
It makes me just feel like crying, (baby).
'Cause baby, something in you is dying.

You lost that lovin' feeling,Whoa, that lovin' feeling,
You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Now it's gone...gone...gone...woooooah

Baby, baby, I get down on my knees for you.
If you would only love me like you used to do, yeah.
We had a love...a love...a love you don't find everyday.
So don't...don't...don't...don't let it slip away.

Baby (baby), baby (baby),I beg of you please...
please,I need your love (I need your love), I need your love (I need your love),
So bring it on back (So bring it on back),
Bring it on back (so bring it on back).

Bring back that lovin' feeling,Whoa, that lovin' feeling
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
'Cause it's gone...gone...gone,and I can't go on,noooo...

Bring back that lovin' feeling,Whoa, that lovin' feeling
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
'Cause it's gone...gone...

note: it felt good singing this song at karaoke earlier today actually =)

alamak...tagged~!

i've been tagged by cik fatin ... and so here's ...

10 things i've eaten today

Its juz 12 pm, i cudnt possibly have eaten 10 things rite? =P so this will include yesterday =)

1. Ais kosong

2. Prescribed tablets

3. Oven baked crumbed fish

4. French toast

5. Pasta goreng tomyam

6. Smiths chips

7. Viva corn chips

8. Maggi kari pekat

9. Kopi - O

10. Roti + Tuna

Kesimpulan:

Saya tak lah makan banyak sangat sebenarnya (mengagumkan!)... dan saya juga dah beberapa hari x makan nasi! (sungguh malas...tsk3..)

DAN KINI...SAYA MENGE-TAG:

1- Zek : i dont know if u are going to update ur blog at all =P

2. Nisa: kecoh ar suro orang update je..amik ni...

3. Faisal: working man...i dont care dude...

4. Syada: Kini dah xde game arsenal (yg penting)...bolehla buat ye..

5. Tasha: sila sila...kalau x cukup makan (mungkin kerana diet), 3 hari pun boleh...


Akhir kata...
"untuk perjalanan yang lebih lancar, gunakanlah 'Smart Tag' "

Sekian...

Happy 5th Anniversary =)

To me and cik gg...
Happy 5th anniversary~! 17th March 2007

and here's something for u cik...

staying strong...

i'm feeling kinda down rite now...

i look around me...and i think back on my life in sydney for the past 3 years...i can't help but feel sad...all of this might be all over soon...possibly much sooner than anyone might expect...

when i walked along the streets of sydney cbd a few days ago...this was exactly what i felt...those streets that i have walked down so many times now...they are witness to my life here in sydney...the friends i met...the good times i've had...and not to forget, the sorrow moments in life i've experienced...

to think that what will happen to me next, whether i have to say goodbye rather prematurely or not, is just a simple yes/no verdict away, i really find it difficult to handle that kind of pressure...i simply dont know how i am to cope with the unfavourable outcome...how my feet would dare step back into my own house...how my eyes would dare look at the sad faces of those who love me...

there is only so much pressure that a person can handle...and is it not normal that once in awhile, the pressure mounts to a point that one simply cracks?

i try to be strong...but i don't pretend i'm not weak...some moments, moments like these, i just can't keep being strong for myself...

Highlights of my holiday in Malaysia

It has been awhile since I've arrived back in Sydney...things hasnt been great...and not near good at all...i have had really supportive friends to help me face all these problems and i thank you all...

This blog needs an update, yea? well, yea, sorry coz in Malaysia i only had dial up and rarely go to CCs....and with what im facing since arrival, updating blog juz aint the thing i feel like doing...

anyhuu...today i feel like updating this...and here's my recap of a month-long holiday in Malaysia....

note: list not in particular order

1. Makan

How can going back to Malaysia not be related to makan,makan, and more makan??

in sydney, well, i eat kinda like, twice a day...but in malaysia...damn...pagi makan, before lunch makan, lunch makan, ptg makan...malam makan...jumpa kawan makan...perghhhh....

Man Utd and food, well, they go along well...2 hours lepak at mamak...how many can you eat?hehehe...i ate a lot...

3 man utd fans

2. Road crossing

I conclude that my road-crossing skills have deteriorated SIGNIFICANTLY.

I live approximately across one of JB's most well known landmark - Holiday Plaza (the 'pirate ship')...and since small i have been crossing the big road to go to that place...i used to be able to even stop cars to cross the road...now...sigh...malu orang JB je...

holiday plaza,very near my house

3. I am not fit to drive in JB or any major cities in Malaysia

Driving only 2 months over the past 2 years since i've got my P license is not a great achievement...and does not constitute enough skill/experience to drive on the roads of JB...damn...my bro insists he drives all the time coz he thinks im gonna crash the car...well, fair enough, im only back for 1 month...not risking an accident...not worth it...

Bangunan Sultan Ibrahim, JB...took this picture while Ary is driving

4. I like playing soccer...

...with kids =)

sureeee, i am no soccer player...sureeee, i am nowhere in terms of skills, but heyyy...lawan budak2 form 3 and skolah rendah...alaaa....kacang je =P

Danny and Jerry..the defensive midfielder and striker..

padang dekat dgn umah...damn syok...

almost every afternoon where i have the opportunity, i would go to the field not far from home to play with my twin lil bros and their friends....my bro jeffery and mate firdaus joins in sometimes too...

5. the fulfillment of a 4-year dream

for 4 years...i've kept a dream that one day i would buy the 'Murtabak Jumbo' i saw in this one shop 4 years ago...

rewind back to that time, me and firdhous were eating at Larkin Perdana, and this one stall specializes at murtabak only...hohoho...i ate there and then saw this murtabak jumbo on the menu...damn syok...and i thought, xpe, lain kali beli....4 years...FINALLY bought it...hoho...worth the wait, man...thick like 2 murtabak...length of 2 murtabaks...multiple layers of flour,beef+stuff,egg...

murtabak jumbo...nampak kecik sbb tangan besar...tp mmg besar woo murtabak..

6. a pleasant Chinese New Year

it was great i guess...saw my relatives after 1 year...the uncles and aunties sing karaoke at night....seeing a-ma (what i call my grandma on dad's side) happy...then going back to kampung (mom's side) which is juz about 10km away...and since its school holidays...met up with my relatives from mom's side too...lepak at nenek's house too...and FINALLY took picture of my kampung (mom's side)...

The whole family + A-Ma...wana ckp dia nmpk mcm bdk indo..sape suro bnyk sgt ngk citer indo?

Papa karaoke-ing...relatives around...

rumah nenek kat Sungai Ayam

sungai kat dpn umah ke arah Gunung Banang

ke arah laut pulak...about 3-4km to sea...

7. fell sick for a week

why? is it coz of the weather??? or maybe its me eating continuously??i have no idea but my tonsil was swollen till i swear i dont have to reach deep into my mouth to feel it...sigh...

and when i see the doctor...first thing he said...sunny...haa...abit obese eh?....WTFBBQ!@! my tonsil is swollen hell and im having high fever...nice diagnosis doc...

8. the stock market is bullish

malaysia's stock market hit record high...blabla...who cares =P

9. home is streamyx-enabled, finally! =)

i got my house PC fixed, and installed streamyx...yeay!! tho it took almost 3 weeks after i left malaysia to finally work (due to technical glitch)...rite now, my family is 'connected' =)

10. ohhh...kenapa gadis-gadis kat malaysia suma cun2/cute2??

has anything happened in the past year in malaysia??or have i simply been ignorant? i definitely noticed so many beautiful/hot/cute girls during my 1 month stay in JB...fewwitttt =P (no pics here *wink*)


So thats it..a lil bit of sumthin about my trip back to malaysia...

I must say...after 3 years here overseas...i have found what i have lost quite some time ago...love for my country...

and i never missed my family more than now...