Define: Mohd Sunny Tan

Mohd Sunny Tan (n.)

-- a muslim...of mixed racial background - malay and chinese...
-- a guy...straight...
-- fashion sense lies within the interval bounded by 'acceptable' and 'bad'...
-- speaks, reads, and writes in malay, english, and mandarin (maybe not written)...
-- loves winning eleven and pro evo soccer games, played on any platform except handheld.
-- very confused when it comes to music taste...do not have a fav genre...
-- same case when it comes to movies...no specific favourites...
-- very very bad at celebrity names or faces...(maybe coz he doesn't think its important)
-- tries his best to be righteous...learnt the word 'righteous' after watching Young and Dangerous...
-- prefers to just shut up. but sometimes can be loud and noisy...
-- loves to be in spotlight at times, but doesn't care if he is or not...
-- sometimes funny, sometimes lame, sometimes serious. (no idea which state is default)...
-- shy with girls and unfamiliar crowd, and can be mistaken as 'sombong'...
-- confused with self - lazy or workaholic?
-- can be trusted...
-- is somewhere between boring and so-so...
-- does not like to be lectured on things he already know...
-- ego ranges from non-existence to high...it's not a fixed parameter...
-- loves to (hence, tries to) look at the 'bigger picture'...instead of bitching about little things...
-- being on-time is of very very high priority...feels greatly ashamed when self is late for any reason...and disgusted when others are late for unreasonable reasons...
-- flexible and tolerant...would try his best to see and feel things from others' perspective...
-- hates racists and prejudice between races...maybe because self is brought up in typical malay and chinese surroundings - simultaneously...
-- hates people who talk like they know all and accuse strongly without solid proof...
-- does not fancy people with high confidence, such that they do not believe (by default) that they could be wrong...
-- does not fancy 'gedik'ness, and people who are too pampered, 'leceh', bitch about the slightest difficulties, too materialistic, and worships brands...
-- is generous when is able to be generous...
-- loyal untill proven betrayed...
-- girlfriend says he is charming - but which girlfriend won't say his boyfriend is charming, rite?


err...this started out as an exercise to define me, Mohd Sunny Tan bin Mohd Saiful Tan (yes, my name is spelt as s-u-n-n-y =P ) at this current point of time...why 'at this current point of time'? well, coz people change, and i might be a different me tomorrow...

defining me is almost impossible, i guess...i could really think of many many more things to add to the list above...regardless, the list so far is true and from the heart...

why do this in the first place? well...i just wanna see what i think of me, and you all could also compare what you think of me and what i think of myself...maybe my actions defer from my words...that's definitely possible, since we all are hypocrites - one way or the other...

what's certain - when i list it all...i begin to actually realize what i think of me...coz all this while, its kinda blurr ya see - i know me, but i cant really say who i am...at least now i have sumwhat a checklist =)

who am i? ask yourself - who is mohd sunny tan? =P